Wednesday, December 4, 2013

More thesis writing- individual projects


DOUBLE BIND:
Works Referenced:
Lipstick, Needle, Forks, Scissors

One of the feminist theories that I related to deeply was the concept of the Double Bind, discussed by many feminists (including Linda Alcoff, Catherine MacKinnon and Judith Butler).

The double bind is defined as a situation in which to declare one’s desires or to take a stand is also to step into a trap or a predefined place of oppression. For many feminists, simply declaring themselves “feminine” constitutes a kind of double bind as the word is associated with negative qualities like docility, weakness, emotional hysteria, oversensitivity etc.  Some feminists want to own some female qualities, like increased emotional sensitivity, while others eschew these qualities as representing weakness.

I find a lot of the activities that women engage in, and that I myself engage in, to constitute a sort of double bind: a place of power or recreation that might be harming the subject.  These feminine activities are not really activities owned by women, but rather adopted roles owned by the historical definition of women’s place in society. 

I hoped by combining objects in “doubles” I could show how our pursuit of a sanctioned femininity can
o   harm us (sewing scissors),
o    unable to care for ourselves or feed a deeper sense of identity (forks)
o   have us running in circles unable to accomplish anything outside of domestic engagement (needles)
o   render us more relevant as useless decorative objects that people of import (lipstick). 

The mirrored quality of these pieces is also meant to reference our own complicity in this role play- we are simply mirroring what has been handed to us to act out in order to feel a sense of power through belonging. Ultimately this power is oppressive, renders us functionless or promotes self-harm.


INGROWN
Works Referenced:
Heels

In this piece, I wanted to again show how women function as both subject and object when it comes to their own oppression. I chose the iconic red heel, a stiletto I found online with a 6 inch heel, which is ridiculous. This heel “elevates” the woman to the icon of sex symbol which is a demotion in disguise. It is also physically harmful: by wearing such a ridiculous piece of equipment, women are shouting that their power comes through sexual allure, and that they are willing to mutilate their feet and backs to become objects of desire. 

I myself wear heels on occasion and many women choose other methods of beautification that men do not have to engage in because their source of power does not come from being objectified as decorative or sexual. In this case the heel is a stand-in for things like makeup, hair, tight clothing, excessive dieting, or plastic surgery.

The heel coming back through the shoe is meant to showcase it as ridiculous, an object of torture, on a superficial level.

On a deeper level, I wanted to reference the body, blurring the line between what we choose to don and who we choose to be. The roles we play can grow back in on us and become a part of our identity rather than just costumes we put on: they can also become harmful, festering over time, weakening us from within.

In this piece outer becomes inner, wounding in the process, but we are complicit in our choice to let this happen.

In a more positive light, I also wanted to challenge the duality presented or accepted between inner and outer, subject and object (referring to action performed or received) and object/thing and self. I was inspired by 2 quotes from Nancy Hartsock, referring to uniqueness of the female perspective to operate along a continuum, rather than experience a duality when it comes to the aforementioned.

 “Women experience others and themselves along a continuum whose dimensions are evidenced in Adrienne Rich’s argument that the child carried for nine months can be defined “neither as me or as not-me,” and she argues that inner and outer are not polar opposites but a continuum.”
Nancy Hartsock, The Feminist Standpoint

“There are a series of boundary challenges inherent in the female physiology –challenges which make it impossible to maintain rigid separation from the object world. Menstruation, coitus, pregnancy, childbirth, lactation – all represent challenges to bodily boundaries.”
Nancy Hartsock, The Feminist Standpoint
BIND/LOCK
Works Referenced:
Handcuffs
Hair Web
Mop
Dress

This series of work is a continuation of the aforementioned themes of complicity, oppression, and role-play.

I have long been fascinated with hair and how women’s hair (locks), which is long and frequently requires a lot of maintenance, is an outward symbol of how we function as sex objects. Men usually sport short hair, a direct indication of the fact that they are doing rather than showing.

To see what it might be like to be a woman operating outside of the regular gender roles, in which long hair is considered not just feminine, but a visible declaration of gender identity, I shaved my head this summer and used my hair to create the hair web, woven with a needle, and the handcuffs. 

The handcuffs are a direct commentary on whether or not our long hair is binding us to a role that is oppressive as sexual objects. I also like how object and body were intertwined in this piece. 

This notion of being bound by feminine practices is also examined in the dress piece that functions as a straightjacket when viewed from behind.

The mop also uses the continuum between body, object and domestic tradition to ask exactly who we are “using” when we decide to abide by traditional gender roles, which we can become a slave to.

Lastly I wove a web with my hair because I am fascinated with the web as a symbol and weaving as a positive and negative female tradition. From Arachne to Philomela, the web is a symbol of cunning and industry. It is one of the few things in nature that functions as both a trap and a home. This is how I view the role of the tradition woman: it is a place to belong, but it is also a trap. Weaving, sewing, textiles, all traditional activities for the housewife or future bride, are also skills to be proud of or instruments of oppression in their restriction to a certain sphere, keeping women in the home away from politics, real world industry etc.

I liked the notion of a web too, to represent relationships, between women and their families, their friends, and even between generations. These relationships support us but tie us together in ways that are difficult to escape from.

Finally, I felt like the web was an excellent metaphor (and was in mythology as well) for storytelling. In this way, women’s relationships to words, objects, and other people are not linear and independent, but multi-directional, complex, and inter-related.

HEIRLOOM
Works Referenced:
Teacups
Plate broken in spider web pattern

Heirloom is also related to personal memories, very precious to me, of my mother’s china and the occasions we used it. My mother was an incredible chef, and was raised in the South, to believe that holidays deserved large and formal family gatherings with gourmet quality food, and that every dinner our family would eat together in the dining room at a large polished oak table underneath a crystal chandelier. I loved the pomp and circumstance of Thanksgiving and Christmas dinners as well as the frequent dinner parties with my mother’s friends. For each of these, my mother’s wedding china was brought out from its glass corner cabinet and the silver was polished to serve the guests.

I loved the story of the China. We had two sets: one that my mother inherited from my grandmother, which had the same gilt and blue pattern as the set purchased for my mother’s dowry (for lack of a better word). I like the idea that my mother was not just inheriting a set of objects, but a set of roles, expectations and even relationships.  I feel both positively and negatively about this. On the one hand, the china clearly states that women are meant to serve others in the home, and their decorative nature is a metaphor for the woman as decorative object. On the other hand, they represent a unique skill for bringing people together to strengthen bonds over delicious food served beautifully.

I used the web symbolism again, 3d modeling the plates in over 40 pieces each, applying a China decal designed from the memory of my mother’s China, glued back together.  Again the web here represents complex relationships between my mother and her friends and family and between generations, and the idea of domestic activity as home-making and a trap. I called it Heirloom because the role of cook, server, mother, and hostess was one she inherited from my grandmother, who excelled at each in the Southern tradition. The loom is also a reference to the web.

The teacups are another reference to my mother, based on my memories. This piece speaks of domestic activity as something that could represent a binding trap but also as something intimate and intertwined. I think of ladies (without day jobs) chatting in the living room when I look at these. These were also a direct commentary on my relationship with my own mother: the ways in which she expects me to be a women can be oppressive sometimes, but our female bond is one that is everlasting, supportive, inescapable and close in a way that no other relationship can be.



COMMUNION
Works Referenced:
3d printed Chalice with breast and baby contours

“Western society is still possessed overtly and subliminally by Christian symbolism, and this State of Possession has extended its influence over most of the planet. Its ultimate symbol of processions is the all male trinity itself. Of obvious significance here is the fact that this is an image of the procession of a divine son from a divine father (no mother or daughter involved).”
      Mary Daly, Prelude to the First Passage

I am interested in how religion, in particular Christianity and Catholicism, has taken the male body and elevated it to the status of holy by endowing it with all of the qualities naturally performed by the female body. At the same time they have taken other bodily practices and natural urges and made them synonymous with sin, guilt, or evil.

I feel that women, whose reproductive capacities have been re-appropriated to a male deity, have also been reduced in status to not much better than chattel because of their real connections to nature through their own bodily functions: sex, menstruation, lactation, and birth.

I used the form of a chalice to reacquaint the viewer with the processes, unique to women, of childbirth and life giving, that are miraculous in and of themselves and frequently overlooked. 

I also have strong memories of going to church and receiving the communion in an old gilt cup. I loved the weight of the cup, the thrilling feeling of being able to drink wine, and the rich and comforting notion that the wine represented the body of another. It always warmed my stomach, and made me feel like someone was holding me.

I wanted to convey these same qualities of feeding the body with the body, but bring them back to their rightful owners, mothers.  I loved making such a natural and simple process something to be worshipped, valued and held sacred. I liked the idea of the warmth of the milk and the heat of the wine being similar. I also like the idea of the colors of white and red representing blood and milk, rather than wine and wafer. This piece was meant to function as a critique of all male Christian Holy delineation and a reminder of the intimate connection unique to mother and child.

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